So...its been a while since I've been here. I must say that I've been kind of in a mental block when it comes to writing/typing out my thought. I think
a lot and have tons of conversations about life with people but just sitting down and getting my "Carrie Bradshaw" on has been challenging (or I've been lazy). Any who, the main thing
that's on my mind these days is that I see so many people who just
freakin' feel sorry for themselves!! I've been through my share of trails and tribulations but I guess maybe I am just an optimistic person,
idk, but I feel like I am more realistic than anything. Realistically speaking shit can always be worst! Seriously if you woke up this morning with a roof over your head and warm water to wash you butt with you're better off than
a lot of people. Yet, I will admit that I was also in a dark place myself and once you've been into that black hole called depression its
similar to the black hole in space, it draws you in more and more like a magnet. So you have to take self inventory on a daily basis, or as much as needed, and realize that you are BLESSED!! I mean lets not even talk about the fact that you're still alive, lets talk about how lucky/blessed we are just to be apart of this game called life. Lets start with the beginners luck. Do you know how many sperm cells were let loose when your mom and dad was doing the do? Over 500,000,000!! And WE made it to the egg and we're here!! Life is not easy and the devil and the evils of the world wants to defeat you but SQUARE UP!! You will never
conquer or defeat anything if you run from it. When life, whether it be issues that occur or PEOPLE (usually
that's the case) in your life try to make you miserable just SQUARE up and puff your chest out and fight back!! Not physically, but mentally and emotionally. Most of the things that happen in your life has little effect on you but its the way that you react to the situations that effect you the most. Dr. Maya Angelou said:
"If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude"
SQUARE UP people!! Stop feeling sorry for yourselves and about your situations. Stop losing out on all the good things in life because of your own
inadequacies and start living each day determined to be here like you were when you were just that sperm cell reaching racing to that egg!! LETS GO AND LETS GET IT!!!
